I want super sad & hurt now. Abit angry. My life is hard. Not because of family. Is relationship problem. I dunno how to continue this relationship. Eveytime I said break, I tell myself to forget everything. But I can't. I surely will call him & apologize? :( I seriously WANT TO CRY OUT LOUD NOW! SOMEONE borrow me tears please :) I dont want to hurt myself anymore. But I can't. Nevermind, maybe I will get use to it? My hand are really pain now. I dont want to tell him. Eventhought I tell him, he dont really care. He treat me very good, but that was last time. NOW, I just want to say ty to him for hurting me everyday. I know I do hurted him everyday too. But if he really knows me well, he will not scold or complain? Cause of my ATTITUDE. & his ATTITUDE. Our attitude really can't match together. It will bcome FIRE, & it will kaboom anytime. Btw. I just want to cry now. But I can't. No tears & I dont want to let my parents know.

; I want a boyf that really knows me very WELL, & understanding?

I will treat you better if you really knows me WELL, patient & understanding.

October 10, Saturday. Yoe Rhey fetched me around 6. Went Big bookshop bought present. Reached there, saw the boys. f3 Eat. chit-chat. After that, played at the playground for awhile. Took a group picture without my face (Y) Then, her dad called everyone to cut cake. After cuting the cake, chat awhile, chao-ed. Saw ZY there :D Went to arcade after that.

Happy Birthday to the noob, LOUIS CHUA MHIN KHIT :DDDD

You're older than me.

I 14, you 15.

Hello lao uncle :P

Today seriously bored like TOOT.

6 more papers, 2 days to go.

I gonna be lthe last in the class. OH-NO!

Study please? :(  But I cant concentrate. If I study, I sure sleep/

Lifeless f3.

I want to shop! 1 week holiday. Should study at home, but you look at my face. Will I study? YES

Chui Wern's birthday party this Saturday. Who's going? :)

Lick Hung's family day this Sunday. I'm GOING with Joey :)

I'm using back HOTpurple.